A moment of pause...

My husband is and identical twin. Travis and Troy. Troy lives next door to us and was going to be marrying Becky later this year. Well for some reason or another Becky decided this life was not for her and after 5 years of being together packed up her shit and got out.

Now when can I throw the party. 

:)

Me and Becky have never seen eye to eye so this just makes me happy. BUT- Watching Troy suffer makes my heart ache.

It gave me a moment of pause this week after all of this happened. Why would someone do that? Could I do that to Travis? What is a person to do with their life at this point? ...........

Either way.

I'm officially entering my second Trimester soon. We have decided on one name for sure. Gunner Ryan Shrader for a boy. I'm leaning towards Rylan Carmen Shrader for a girl. I just got to convince Travis of a girl name. LOL

O Time for an updated survey I guess..

How far along?  12 weeks 2 days
Total weight gain/loss? Down 9lbs. But my belly is starting to stick out more.
Maternity clothes?  Maternity pants. They just fit better.
Stretch marks? Lol, just the ones from me being overweight to begin with
Sleep? Getting uncomfortable in my sleep.
Best moment last week? Becky moving out? No seriously I think it would have to be starting to see a belly.
Movement?  Not even a little. Way to early!
Food cravings? Citrus. Esp Grapefruit.
Gender? No clue, and I hope to not find out till delivery
Labor signs? No way... Not this soon I hope
Belly button in/out? In
What I miss: Mt dew this week.
What I am looking forward to: Starting to show more and more.
Milestones: Meeting with my Leah Bemis!