Over ambitious

I done gone did it again. Over planned, over agreed and overly spread myself way to thin again committing myself to just one too many things.

I'm putting together my portfolio for another ambitious job at work. I'm starting to take on prenatal classes... aka teach them, not just go to them. I also signed up to take my OB inpatient certification class. EEK!

Plus just plain being busy at work.

And I miss my peanut. Yesterday I was sick. And I mean S-i-c-k. Like I thought I wasn't going to have a stomach after that one because I was so sure there was nothing left to throw up BUT my stomach. But I kept Tayla away since I didn't want to get her sick. And in that one day I missed her sooo much.

So I'm taking a moment from the piles of paperwork and cleaning and all that other stuff to listen to my daughter fall asleep to her music box. Cause I just need that moment.

I'm just not a party planner

I've been trying so hard to plan a party for my parents the last couple weeks. I've ended up dumping most of it on my sister since I just can't get into it.

What I can get into is sitting on the couch getting big smiles from my little peanut.

What I can't get into is the pile of laundry in the laundry room.
But I could totally get into a good movie right now.

I'm too tired to focus on bills, but a good snuggle on the couch sounds great.

Is it sad that the thing I'm hoping the most for- is my next day off.

One can dream.